Well it has been a while since i posted a picture of us, so this is it, us for our anniversary, he booked a limo for the evening to go to the restaurant, it was awesome inside, and all the people trying to know who's in, it was so funny ! But it does not mean i changed my mind : you're crazy sweet you spoil me too much but I still love you

Liberty ° Equality ° Brotherhood

That's the French shibboleth...It makes me sick, none of those words are respected...they are written everywhere, on every coins, in every town and city, but for us today it does not represent anything.

Liberty, nowadays we are not allowed to do anything, policemen everywhere, young people are all considerated as offenders, justice is paid by politicians, justice is controled by high population...We'll soon become more watched over than in England, we don't have cameras everywhere for now, but i feel so opressed here...policemen look at you like if they were going to kill you. You don't even dare to talk to them cause you're scared of being arrested ! You can't do this, you can't walk here, you can't say that, you can't write that...it is all forbidden ! Even what you write is controled, there are racist websites,there are web sites with awful picture and texts, there are dangerous web sites, but people prefer forbid you to tell what you think about the world on your blog, people don't want to accept the reality, even that kind of articles could be censored, what's wrong with them ? Aren't we allowed to tell what we think ? Yes we are, it is a right, as long as it does not attack other people without reason, as long as it does not make people kill each other, as long as it does not push people to the racism...So there is nothing wrong here !

Equality...Politicians say that they do everything for a country with equality for everybody... Really ? Well I don't see any difference than before...Is it normal that if a black person go to get a job the manager usually says "Sorry the job has been taken by somebody else thanks for coming" ? Is it normal that women are less paid than men for the same job and certificates ? Is it normal that people live in the street while people are paid millions just to play with a ball ? Is all the rest normal ? As a french humorist said one day : All human beeings are equal, but some of them more than others...

Brotherhood is kind of dead here, except for some exceptions. Old people are scared of youngs, foreigners are rejected, people in need are ignored...Nobody care about others ! Selfish society ! Do they ever look at other people in the street, do they wonder sometimes who they could be, what is their story, fraternity is dead, it is far the time when all the country was in solidarity ! The only time they are together is for footbll or Rugby, shouting in the streets, that's good ok (even if they want to win to show they are the best and after laugh at other country...but that's everywhere) but that's not the way brotherhood should be used. If only we all helped each other, life would be better for everybody, but no, nowadays what is important is to have a good life, a good job, money, a beautiful house, no matter who we have to walk on to suceed in that ! Fortunetely some people understand that and help poor people, or sick people or everyone who needs help cause people need help everywhere, even if they are not born in France we can't just let them down ! We criticize other countries but first look at yours French people...Now we have a President who should go to jail and will go to jail, he was just lucky to be reelected for 5 more years, now people are scared to go out, now children of 10 years old start smoking, now thousands people suicide, now children disapear, now people are killed, now money control everything, now...it is too late...

You know what program on TV makes me the sadest ? The News

Sorry it is a bit messy but tha's stuff i wanted to say, you may not understand some stuff, or you may not understand a word of this post cause my english must be really bad...but i needed to say those things even if there are a lot more I'd like to say

I had so trouble with my internet and now it is fixed, but thanks to that i realised that internet makes me so happy ! Now that it is fixed i fell so free, i can look for anything in the whole world...on the contrary when i did not have it, I felt so bored and unable to do anything. Internet helps me everyday, without moving I can find informations about anything I need, usefull stuffs but also stupid stuffs. I can't live without the Internet anymore now, I need it, I feel so stupid without it cause everyday I wonder some questions and I need internet to answer them ! Oh well you see what I mean...

BUT, yes there is a little "but", while my internet was not working, I spent so much time with my family, I tidied my whole room, I helped my mum, I did shooping with her, I went to the lake with my parents...In a word I spent time womewhere else then in my room ! And it feels so cool too ! Well I'm bored of typing now, and yes i know i haven't post on my blog for ages but I was in holidays in England at BananaMan's for three weeks so I was a bit too busy to post here !

Have fun bloggy friends !

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